2010
this may have been one of the most difficult years I have ever experienced. I really dealt with a lot of bullshit this year. At the end, I feel stronger. Don’t get me wrong I have bad days but I made it through a lot.. I am thankful for all the people that have come into my life. Everyone comes and goes for a reason i suppose. I can’t believe how crazy life has been.. I never expected any of this. breaking up with someone im in love with, moving to nyc, changing jobs, getting rid of a brand new car….. i cant slow down to take it all in, i just keep going. i dont sleep. i love my parents so much i think about them every day and giggle because i know they are doing the exact same thing they do every night„ my mom cooks dinner for my dad.. they watch a million dvrd shows and my dad falls asleep on the couch and then heads to bed… haha oh acorn lane <3 my home forever. it feels like my best friend died or fell off the face of the earth… i dont know who he is.. i am not in love with him i am in love with who he used to be … a memory thats all…
